Mark assured me that we would be okay with me going to school when unemployment checks end in a few months or whenever they end. I do still look for a job like I'm supposed to, but never any luck. That's why I'm in school! He said money will be much tighter but we can do it. The fact that he's behind me means the world to me. It keeps me working hard and trying to do my best in school.
I don't know if Facebook is good for me or not. I took a week off from Facebook and it was good for me. It gets to be an addiction, and then I think about people I know too much. People in the past. What could I have said, should I have said, should I have done, blah blah. Could have would have should have. That's what kept me up last night actually. Maybe some people are okay with that past, but perhaps I'm not one of those lucky people.
My Dad and I got into an ugly argument via email regarding politics. He then claimed God was on his side. I should copy/paste his emails, but that would be petty. I sent a horrible one back to him, so horrible that I didn't want to open my email the next day and when I did, I made Mark read his reply to make sure I wouldn't be upset and see if I should just delete it without reading it. My Dad just apologized. Which is rare for him. I didn't apologize, I have nothing to apologize for, well, yes I do. I said something horrible, but....it was sort of true. He didn't even address it in his reply.
Well, wish me luck on no Seroquel Night #2! Thank God I don't feel sick.