But since I ran out of Lamictal for 3-4 days, however long it was and started back again, then went out and drank too much that I was vomiting and had a hangover until 5pm the next day, then slept the whole NEXT day, I don't know what is wrong with me!
How is a person supposed to know these things? Am I depressed and am just wanting to sleep my life away? Yet I am PHYSICALLY EXHAUSTED. I don't just feel like I want to hide away, there are things I want to do, I'm just too tired. I have no energy to walk up and down the stairs, to take a shower, to get dressed, even to make lunch - I'll just eat crackers out of a box. I'm mean that's really freaking lazy!
I need to enroll for school, I do want to go to school yet I am very anxious about being behind, but at the same time...I am SO TIRED! Will I be able to make it to school every day? I mean, right now, I can't even return a simple phone call! That overwhelms me, and it's just details about the doors we ordered so they can start building them. Yes, I know, why do doors have to be so complicated that this is the third time I've had to go over details now, why do doors have to be built and take 4-6 weeks to be delivered and installed but...you get what you pay for I suppose, which is exactly WHY they are calling me, even calling my husband to tell them I won't call them back, emailing me, annoying the FRICK out of me, and I have no idea why I can't just call them and tell them what they need. Maybe it's because I don't have the energy to have the conversation, to make decisions that I don't know.
OMG my phone just had a warning? Did I install something weird? Tornado warning, seek shelter immediately? Will report back soon...