I am so sleepy, do not think I have much in me to write an entry. I have a friend who has been suicidal for some time, but she did not tell me at first. I knew she was very, very depressed and wondered if suicide was on her mind. Finally she told me it was. I wanted her to know she had someone to talk to that would not judge her, so I briefly told her about what I went through. For me, it was therapeutic and made me feel not so lonely with this disease, and I believe for her, she no longer felt alone and finally someone understood her. She is checking herself into a facility on Monday. I am SO relieved. It was hard getting those texts from her - you know, saying THOSE things and not sure what to say to talk her down off the ledge. I will say though, my experience with these feelings helped in this situation. I could not bare to tell her she would not be 100% well when she leaves treatment - it's not really my place, right? And she could be, how do I know?
My wreath business, oh my gosh. I find it so difficult just to make one wreath.
I have a new psychiatrist that I really like. I will explain more why I had to change.
K - wish me luck conquering the elusive sleep...