I shouldn't go so long without posting, not sure why I have. Perhaps I have not wanted to really examine and analyze what I've been thinking and doing, which writing forces me to do. Now I am so, so busy, yet this is exactly what I need to do right now. I will have to actually schedule time to do it. Yes, life is that hectic. If I am anything, I am not a schedule/rules type of person. I DESPISE any "have to's" at an exact time. I avoid living my life that way at all and at every cost possible.