I HAVE to stop playing World of Warcraft, it's just not good for me. I should be doing my work and not playing continuously.
Can I stop? Just like that? I don't know, and I know how ridiculous that sounds. I'm thinking of taking it minute by minute, half hour by half hour (yes, that slowly).
Not only that, but it could cause some serious harm. I'm forming friendships online, which doesn't sound harmful, but I don't like feeling happy or excited to see someone come online, if that makes any sense, or wish they were online. It's like waiting for the phone to ring. If I cut off these friendships, I won't FEEL this way.
I DO like the game, very much so, but I'm at a point where I feel STUCK, so maybe it's a good time to stop, take a breather, come back when I feel more stable about it.
IF I can ever be "stable" playing WoW.
Can I stop? Just like that? We'll see.
I'm so scared I'll get fired from work now. I don't know WHAT the hell happened, and where all of this work came from at once. It wasn't there before WoW, was it? Could I have controlled it? Or did it spin out of control?
No one seems mad at me, but how do I know they're not complaining to their Directors about me?
I'm scared. Really, really scared.
What if I can't stop playing WoW and I get fired? Yes, I've been working this whole time, but not as much as I was before, and probably not as much as I should have been.
I feel as if I'm sinking, or I've sunk, and I can't pull myself out......