I had a major panic attack on Friday. Mark bought a Range Rover (in addition to his Porsche) and I took him to pick it up. While we were waiting for Mark to give the salesman the money, I started freaking out and had no medication. I finally told Mark I was having a panic attack and his first question is always "why?". Well if I knew why, I might not be having a panic attack! I haven't had one in a long time, and it was so severe that I finally just left Mark there, he said he had a way home, and took some klonipin when I got home. When I went to bed that night, I took more klonipin and an extra Geoden. I suppose quitting Seroquel and cutting back on my klonipin use is opening me up to panic attacks, but who knows, I may have had one anyway.
Today is the first day of Daylight Savings Time, and I'm up at 5:46am. I was thinking it was 6:46 am in actuality, but we sprung forward, so really it would have been 4:46, right? Maybe I should try weighing myself again in a couple of hours. : ) It really does help sometimes! This might be good, hopefully, if I don't take a nap, I will be sleepy at the right time tonight.
I go to school with a cast of characters. We all have the same 5 classes at the same time every day. There is one lady that gets on my nerves more that any one in the class. I don't know what to call her to Mark when I'm talking about her, I should just call her by her NAME, but I'm terrible about names. She is probably one of the ugliest women I've ever seen, which I feel horrible about saying, but she is! She's a know it all, and she's always telling people everything she knows all the time, it's so annoying! Maybe it's because she's the oldest as far as I know, but she pretends to be around my age, and it just makes me furious. I think it's because it's like, you look like THAT and you think you're MY AGE? How could I be like YOU? She's insulting, and her daughter who is 21 I think goes to school with her. I would have had to have a child at 19 to have a daughter that age, and I think her daughter said she has an OLDER SISTER. If she signed up for the military when she was 17, how could that be possible. Her driver's license was on the desk next to mine one day to check out a machine and I wanted so bad to look at it but I didn't, I wouldn't want anyone to look at mine, but Mark said he would have done it. I know I sound so mean, but you would just have to go to school with her every day, she is annoying as hell! It's not just her looks, it's her personality!
I have an A in all my classes, but I don't feel so special, I think several people in my classes do too. I work really hard at it though, but an A is an A no matter how hard you work at it.
That's about it, I hope panic attacks don't become a regular thing now. Oh! And there's only 8 more school days left of this quarter! Yay!